Coffin of my
     Conscience

Tuesday
* to all, this was not intended

F
: I'll respond with something random about you.

Eat spearmint! Actually the random thing written on the board on Sook's bday is still there. And the whip cream in the first aid box turned bad.

F: I'll challenge you to try something.

Just be cheerful for a day.

F: I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.

Brown.

F: I'll tell you something I like about you.

Maybe you have something precious too in your bag. WHY ALL OF YOU LEAVE YOUR STUFF HERE?! AND GO OFF TO DUNNO-WHERE. Seriously, I also don't know why I know you in the first place.

F: I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.

The long-hair guy who wore the I hate tourist tee in orientation. I think.

F: I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.

Giraffe.

F: I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.

Why do you keep your hair so long?

My Task: You must post this on yours.


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Thursday
somethings in your lives,
no matter how hard you work,
or buckets of tears from your cries...
no matter the effort...

there will never be enough time
till you decide on your own there is...
there will never be a warning sign...
things just happen not like you wished.

by then, by now...
there is this grey cloud...
by the name of Mr. Cow.
he aims to pain, shadow and shroud.

maybe this is the opportunity for me to get,
a wish i wanted since forever...
a rainy little world,all cold and wet
a muted mouth, a better antenna...

why didn't i got this for christmas?
tee shirts and chocolates wasn't what i wanted you to buy...
i did wish for a jingly mask...
and of cause, the day to fly...

what did i do to get what, where and why i am now?
am i standing beneath the edge of a cloud?
or was it because of Mr. moo moo grey Cow?
or was i borned a victim of the crowd?

tip of a toothpick
balancing ninety degree...
all that is making me wobble is in me - the sick in me
i wish i could buy my way out,buy with a fee...

canned butterfly - only you know...
to do what i want, when i want
when will i every get a chance to be a crow?
i yearn a chance...just one?Please.


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Wednesday


adopt your own virtual pet!



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Saturday
Lately,

it seems to be a trend...
the trend you would ask?



love...

oh well...i wanna fall in love all over again
do stupid stuff with stupid time...

seeming worthless and unaimed targets to achieve...

sighs...

you know as i know...
we both miss that...

sadly...


there is no space...

there is no time....

there is...

"Do you care if I
dont know what to say
Will you sleep tonight
or will you think of me
Will I shake this off,
pretend its all okay
That theres someone out there
who feels just like me
There is"


(2) comments On and off and on again,
a cycle that regulates, results hate.
Only a heart, one of stone would be able to take this weight.
How can two apart, stay awfully sane?
A chain so fused but yet so frail...

The chains of two hearts shatter mercilessly at the exposure to friendship,
for one does not see and the other does not hear.
Having their senses tuned down to just so mere.
Treasuring their nights of standing tall for when the sun seeps,
they'd have to shadow amongst the masts of the sails...

As you lay down to rest, prayers fill the night sky.
Little voices flooding the plain like little angels in rhapsody
and as the cotton candied clouds come coolly,
a hand come pulls this blanket of lies.
Til' morning in the depths of this unfound cavern...

For now only did the sun rise and seemly would not set,
twenty six o eight o five - only some see the drift.
Cause it's the first time for her, her first whiff.
To unwrap would most probably end in eyes draped wet,
but it's always a surprise to see something out from the oven...


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Sunday
this year,

finally 8 world leaders are going to do something


something that can change the face of history

something big

something to rid poverty in Africa


but....





not unless you tell them to...


at this year's G8 summit

8 of the world's top leaders are going to discuss several issues,

  • cancelling debts of all of Africa
  • giving better and more aid to Africa
  • fairer trade laws
however...this will only happen if YOU made a difference

they have the power to change history...

you have the power to make them...




so visit:

www.live8live.com

they have given their names...have you?


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Tuesday
is it wrong?

is it wrong to feel so tired you cant get up of bed?

is it wrong to ask "are you okay?" if you care?

is it wrong for someone to be jealous yet when their other half gets jealous it's right?

is it wrong to bother people with my problems when they have problems on their own all the time?

is it wrong to talk things out- settle stuff?

is it wrong to give up and let things be?

is it wrong to stay over at a friend's place to do work?

is it wrong if i wanted to be me?

is i t wrong to hide and not show?

is it wrong to want to do nice things for people even though you know it's gonna be more scoldings?

is it wrong to keep quiet after quarrelling with a person?

is it wrong to be sad?

is it wrong for the flowers, chocolates and the diamonds to work anymore?

is it wrong to assume and not be crtical?

is it wrong if i judged a person without being judged back?

is it wrong for anyone to compile a list of wrong-doings?

is it wrong to say things wrong?

is it wrong for me to be here?

is it EVER STILL wrong?



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Sunday
i dunno what has gone into mi today. i feeling very down. and i juz feel like crying. whole day i juz feeling realli bad. gastric coming back to kill mi. felt horrible the whole afternoon.
tot of meetin u up but u r too bz coz of ur school work. didnt go n bind my engineering math notes today. Too uncomfortable to do so. the pain is kinda near my heart. felt horrible. slpt the whole afternoon away. kinda wasted the weekend staying at home rotting away. zZz... haiz... ate pineapple after dinner n gastric was back. hurts alot but ate gastric pills now better le... haiz.. lazy to type in proper english or even in capz... haven get any felt tip pen or markers. need them tml for drawing in a module at the end of the day. dun have any of them i guess my friends doesnt have any too... gonna spend over 10 + on something i dun use often. waste my money... haiz.. shit... zZz... the module also useless de ask us to be more creative... waste my time. Y cant i feel better? happier? i juz feel realli down n fucked up wif myself for dunno what reason... haiz..

BLues blues go away come again another day?


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